Already I feel like I am losing ground on the New Year.
How does this happen?
I tell myself - when the kids are back in school it will be easier because we will be back in routine. Or when the puppy situation is over it will be easier for my heart and head to focus. I think I am just making excuses.
I don't understand if I want to find the answer to my life's purpose so badly why I would have trouble focusing on it. But, perhaps that is exactly the problem with my life and the reason I feel I lack a purpose.
Inability to follow through.
I checked in on you many, many times during your absence. I didn't realize you were on a trek to find your purpose. I wish I had an answer for you, but I'm out there looking for mine, too. I mean, I need to look outside of myself, give back, be selfless, be unafraid to reach out, be happy and positive, and to love myself. They say "no one ever said it would be easy." They are right. Life is hard, and I'm not happy. I'll continue on my path, I hope you continue on yours. Who knows, maybe we'll bump into one another! What Beatle song would fit this situation of our? Please share what happens along the way.
Posted by: jeri | January 10, 2010 at 12:04 AM